So I drive home alone.

So I wonder, while waiting here, what is really going on? The half stories from the ones who are supposed to be my friends don't work to well when I know the whole circle. I feel like I need to let go of that whole group because they aren't really friends anymore and I am just one more person that they have to keep the story up with. I really like a couple of people none of which are available to me at all. That is the plan for the next 4 months loose weight, get pretty. I know my insides are so pretty, now I want the outsides to match! I know some people say I am pretty the way I am but I'm not okay with the way I am and that is what counts. So loosing weight, figuring out my face, new wardrobe, scar treatment, my teeth.